02-12-2024, 01:16 AM
a system is failing Wrote:I don't think you can really increase intelligence at least if we are defining at as some sort of range of intellectual capabilities. The only positive advice I can give is to avoid tutorial-braining yourself. This tends to fail to apply to more mechanical tasks, however. Value that you can derive from things all originates in the desire to play with effects. Though, in your Intellectual Journey you also have to seriously decuck yourself so you can even figure out wtf you want to begin with. By default you typically reach mature age filled with extraneous nonesense put there by others. Starting this thread with a vague desire for more indicates you will need to proceed more with decucking (though I am not a doctor cannot give you a troo diagnosis.) Wanting to be a dictator isn't crystalline enough, a dictator is just a vague template for you to mentally fill for the type of power you are seeking. Why are you seeking this power? So far the reasoning seems to be an obligation to right wrongs. Not bad, but only a starting point.What does tutorial-braining mean? If the meaning is pretty self-explanatory, I apologize, it's late here and I'm tired
If you have an abstract goal you should seek opportunities to experience smaller fractal portions of that goal as a means of test. I don't know exactly which element of dictator you desire, but find some way to obtain the power and more important The Feeling and see if you like it. Not videogames, since I am at least I am assuming you are already familiar with the feeling of FANTASY of a dictator, what you need then to expand on it is taste of it for real, both for bad and good, to see if it's worth it. It's a cliche that goals are achieved in small steps, this frames it wrong though, it's not about forced effort or kicking your own ass, TASTE things around you and be curious and see what you like, if you are quickly apprehending and getting intuitive pictures of your environment and various pursuits, you will quickly find things which are natural fit and give you a certain indescribable sense of RIGHTNESS in your actions. But these pangs of desire and ascendency have to be located first, until then you are still in the cave and you are forced to derive effort, almost always in vain and towards illogical or self-annihilating ends.